r@ndom

hmm... it has been days since i have my last post. True. nothing special happened theses days. Classes, assignments and days just go on with the same rhythm.what to post this time then?
well.... nothing. im here, just to keep my name on the top of others' blog lists. =P *crap enuf*

Emotion's under control, but still overwhelming sometimes. Realizing that, my life has again fallen back to the original routine,when im here 6 months ago, without any familiar faces, trying damn hard to get myself used to the new environment, and do whatever i can to distract my complicated mind and overwhelming loneliness. sighed.
and NOW, with lots of familiar faces, though, everything turns back to the original spot where i have to start getting myself another batch of new close friends and having to act not really according to my own instincts in this stage of observing. yep. m not NATURAL. sigh sigh sigh, and sighed again.

5 more days, and i will be back to my lovely hometown. Truly looking forward for the holiday this time.

Well, there's something i want to highlight. DON'T EVER JUDGE ME BASED MERELY ON BLOGS! Emo blogs don't really mean that IM emotional. It's just my OWN WAY to release all my inner feelings , burst out doubts and thoughts. There are ups and downs in every one's life. Some people can deal with the downs very easily, BUT it does not mean the SAME THEORY can be applied on EVERYONE! "haiyo...emo again... u ah, dun like this larh...think this way and this way" PLEASE, stop all that if u dont feel like consoling! it's not helping at all!
According to the professionals , it's pretty 'dangerous' when u try to give advices when someone's upset. you may hurt them more very easily. Stop judging the person with ur own point of view. What he/she need will just be ur patient listening ,true understanding and of course, standing by their sides.

sorry for being abit over. Im just being disappointed with someone lately.
''you noe almost everything about me, yet... you dun seem understand me at all....''

hmm. An old habit turns on me again lately. I tend to loiter in Pyramid for at least one hour everyday before heading home. It's truly annoying when i waste my time just like that. Ish... My self discipline doesnt really work out when im lazeeee....

dun worry, im not emo.
okay, switch abit. there's some delighting stuffs as well.

Met up with few old friends lately.
the first one. OH MY.... kaixuan's studying here! got to know about this from CS. gosh... I met him once in mingtian and we chatted a bit. Well, i think most of us are just curious why he starts his studies that late. hmm, his original plan is to get musical course at Taiwan. He dun really explain it through, but according to his brief description, some arguments and some complicate stuffs dragged him late. But at least he's here. congrats and all the best!!~

Im doing some research in popular yesterday, after class. To my surprise, i saw Elsie! i called her name. She's shocked, and so am i. She's not alone,but with the whole gang of IMU course mates. Jiapei, and hongmin are there as well!! whoww... It's truly delighting. Upon JPA scholarship, they are heading Aust next year. All the best, our future pharmacist as well as the proudness of Jitsin!~ I'll miss u all!~

have been relaxing for two days. It's time for assignment.
end of the randomness.

full stop.