是否真的应该停止相信？
是否应该忘掉曾经？
是否应该说服自己，你并不属于这里？

秉持的信念；被现实，撕裂得懦弱，无力。
努力抱着的回忆；被心不甘，情不愿的，一点，一点抹去。
你留下的痕迹；却像把无形刀，毫不犹豫的，直插入心底..

这个城市太会伪装，感情就像霓虹灯一样，
谁离开之后却把灯忘了关，让梦作得太辉煌...

竟然以为你不一样，但凭什么，你要不一样？
因为寂寞太冷，虚构出的温暖，没理由能撑到天亮...

你说你不会忘记， 你说你会守护这友谊，
但却在我作选择了之后，渐渐放手离去...

我累了，
伪装的倦了，
心疼得快碎了...

我恨死了自己，总在对你微笑之后转身抱头饮泣...
我恨死了自己，没办法为你觉得幸福开心，
我恨死了自己，一直被你左右着心情...


能不能就让我再一次把你抱紧，
然后甘心的离开这里，走出心痛过去，
毫不犹豫的转身逃出你的身影...

然后努力告诉自己，
手放开，才是真正爱你的决定。

黑洞

用力抱着一颗
被情绪践踏得偏体鳞伤的心；
想逃到没有你的世界里，
好好抱头饮泣...

不能奢侈同情的温柔，
却又忍不住渴望关切的回应
那拥有过的曾经，
依然刺痛槯心...

该死的自尊，
讨厌自己脆弱无比，
却难以割舍
你曾经付出的努力，
一起携手走过，
那真实的烙印

一直相信
真心会带来奇迹，
童话故事里般的浪漫情景，
却被唤醒，
从那美丽的梦境。

爱情不是1加1，
努力就会有结局

不曾奢求多出来的感情，
只希望亲耳倾听你的点滴...
这样的要求，
算不算多余？

what happened between us... actually?..

tu me manques

dreamy dream

the first morning of my so-called holiday. Assignments are awaiting, but bloody holiday mood is prohibiting me from moving on. and SO, it's again 1130 when i wake up.

wonder why, dreamy sleep has been part of my life for such a long time. but it dun always seem to be so REAL and so.....hurtful...

it's too significant that it unleashes my hidden feeling, dragging out things that i am trying so hard to avoid... ending up, the stupid dream seems manipulating the mood of my days. no doubt, it's truly bothering.

i have decided to clear the doubts. And to my surprise, every ridiculous scenes turn up making sense...

Running
To dream that you are running away from someone, indicates an issue that you are trying to avoid. You are not taking or accepting responsibility for your actions. In particular, if you are running from an attacker or any danger, then it suggests that you are not facing and confronting your fears.

To dream that you are trying to run but cannot make your feet move as fast as you want them to, signifies lack of self-esteem and self-confidence. It may also reflect your actual state of REM paralysis while in the dream state.

To dream that you are running alone, signifies that you will advance to a higher position and surpass your friends in the race for wealth. Alternatively, you may be running from some situation or from temptation. Or it may also mean that you need to hurry up in making a decision.



huh... it's amazing...
but, i m truly hoping for a dreamless night...

fall, falling, fallen

it's sweet enough to feel heartache...
please please please
please just go away....

adapted?

the change, or... sensitive?



adapting...