表达，爱

五点； 五点半；六点；七点； 九点
不辞劳苦的夺命连环call,
就只因为一句，
“妈，明天五点可以叫我起床吗?”

哈，
将心比心，
其实，自己离家，并不远嘛...
:)

好像，就是那股，莫名的力量，
让我又抓紧了，
手中的方向盘...

我，又找回了，那该有的，坚强与勇敢...

老弟，生日快乐!

when darkness falls

it was 1am and i was doing my sketches at circle together with Qing and Edmond.
Surprisingly, i received a msg, following by a kinda-emergency call from my housemate.

Rushing home,
was informed bout the electrical breakdown.
gosh.....

Qing and edmond offered to walk me home, but ive rejected them using my paisehness. haha... thanks lots neway.

Ahhh, forget bout my poor handphone cam quality. Not the hp problem but seriously, it's COMPLETELY DARK down here! Was caring my laptop along, therefore i chosed to head home through Caltex. Even caltex was in dark.
"hati-hati ya dik!"
huh.... i can feel the sudden relief, realizing that my home is that near with the guidance of few security guards.

The housing area was even darker than how i observed from the overcrossing...
huh, and it was quiet.....hmm...scary enough.

knocked my housemates door, and she was on a call.
Head back to my room, trying to search for the torch light, with a sudden flashback to the day when i was packing for Sunway.

People wont really appreciate until the day they ve lost something. A little thing, may make a huge different when it comes at the right moment. Only i realise, how silly i was, for keep on complaining bout my mom being so paranoid when she was actually soooo caring and sooo concern about me. Even a torch light being made into consideration.
T__T...thanks mom....

Am truly grateful towards her, for keep reminding me to put those important stuffs [which for me,WAS not important at all =P] at some noticeable areas. I took no time to grab the torch light and head back to Neo's room.

What the helllll.... DAMN HOT WEIIIII!!!....

Neo called the tenaga nasional and well, we will have to stay under this super hot condition for bout 2 to 4 hours.... T__T
ish to the max. we cant do anything at all!....
lying on the bed and we start chatting. The enviroment turns bit cosy as soon as we were concentrating in the conversation. Not that bad actually. We talked alot and we shared alot. Time flies, 2 hours passed and it was 3am.

Were feeling sleepy so we agreed to try our best to sleep. She was afraid of the dark, so i left my torch light with her. Hehe, am glad that my room was still damn bright with some light from pyramid. ahhh....i was still feeling uneasy to sleep. ok lo, turn on my laptop, 1st thing i checked was the battery level. 1hour 50 min left...! HA, enuf for a movie~

everything finally turned normal by 4am ,the movie ended by 5.
and so,
this story ended by 530~

hmm, truly thanks Neo for keeping me company throughout the suffering night. I cant imagine how thing goes if i was completely alone....
duh... it was a bloody memorable experience...

what makes the week

This is indeed a busy week, with 2 finals that come together, and with the sickening uneasiness.
Hohohoo.... finally im fully recovered! yea, ZHILING IS BACK!! ^^v~
hmm, am going to eat on timeeeee.... =P

so, heres some photos of the week~
Glad that this is not a hectic week, i mean, hectic in the way of having lessons and assignments together. hmm, i have only 2 classes this week. So, i manage to take my sweet time and complete all my finals. Definitely not rush works~ =)

after sharing bout visual com final, heres digital design final. We ve got to produce a softcopy of magazine by executing the similar layouts using ADOBE INDESIGN. Im the group leader in this assignments and i got amazing members! =) yea, truly amazing that everyone is responsible enough to complete all their parts due to every weekly progress. thanks so much, guys!

this is how it looks like with every dismantled pages of magazine~ amazing huh?!

shown my figure final project thumbs to Darren and Ivan on thurs. im so damn happy to see my figure on illustration dept workspace's notice board!! it's so unbelievable!! im completely stunned with my mouth open wide and my finger pointing on my artwork... o__O


Am in love with my new working space!~

Blake's singing is awesome! ahaaa, yea, he's my classmate..! how proud~ =)

So, only 3 classes left next week. Drama final by next monday...
ahhhh, i am so afraid of the audience......!! hopefully things won turn up too badly..


all the best ,then~
=)

am glad!

received msges from yen kee and yeongle. This is pretty unusual!~
Qin yi called purposely few days ago, just to make sure that im okay, besides telling me that yeongle approached her and asked bout my condition~ haha

ahhh....
realising that, my emo posts have actually created lots of anxiety.
=P
thanks guys! indeed, it's touching and heartwarming....
am trying hard not to use the word EMO anymore, since Yau described it as a word for a loser~ interesting...haha

hmm, this is a short semester. Therefore, things turn out to be pretty relaxing. [hmmph, i mean, under comparing~] Tensed, for sure, since it's just the start of my majoring. Lots to learn and lots more to explore. It's happy to say that, my Visual Comm east meet west design has FINALLY being APPROVED! haha...that's such a great great news for me! Much more to work on. Gayao ahhh!!!!

LAPTOP IS AN INCREDIBLE INVENTION! WHY?!
coz i dun need a light box anymore! =)
the method is actually being invented by our dearest Markor, and being 'inherited' by me~ hey, trust me, it's briliant!
aiks, am disappointed with the outcome of my perspective...

AM GLAD,
that i had finally cleared my thoughts, letting go the heavy burden, and im no longer bearing the problem alone. thanks...
AM GLAD,
that ....at least for now...i have been moving on, quite smoothly...
AM GLAD,
that, i ve got a GREAT HOUSEMATE!!!!!

Neo's such a friendly, independent, and highly self-disciplined girl! Shared lots with her lately and find myself start enjoying my times in this bloody house. =P
This is our first homecook dinner~ ahh...im sooo hangfok neh!!~
weeee, im no longer alone!

april, sheirly Neo and i~


I said, babe,
IM NOT LOST!