it's early in the morning, a freezing one.
i wake up finding my eyes swell and my heart numb, again. Continued laying on my bed, I looked up at my starry ceiling.
No way!
i cant bear dragging by dreadful emotions again. Tears manage to wash everything off, fading unwanted words and thoughts, and i grow. Yes, i need to move, alot more fast, and certain. This will be the start, i know.
Pressing down the boiling switch of the kettle, i pour in milk and coffee. Headed to bathroom and take a hot soothing shower. Putting my black singlet on, i ve decided to make my new blue checked shirt the main character of the day. Butterfly belt, butterfly bracelet [awww], checked earring, and my lovely ribbon anklet. Same old routine, yet everything feels so different, today.
I put the photo frame back on my book rack, lovely-meal note back on my cupboard. I looked outside the window, and i remembered, when we make a deal to wave at each other on the way you are homed. I laughed. I walked through the guardhouse, flashing back those time when you temaned me home, I emo, u stopped and talked them through, with me. I walked through the garden, picturing we doing assignment. you appeared out of nowhere and tap my left shoulder on my right side. Hahh...memories, are everywhere. And they are still so real.
I realised, "letting go" will never be the correct words. How could i let go, when everything are so sincere, and so true?
Instead, i move on.
I won't avoid anymore, cause i still believe in the real kindness in the friendship.
I shall have faith with me, and face the memories. They are Part of my life, yet i believe, will never be the Past.
I will always be there, pacing up my life, catching up urs too.
You will see me grow, i promise.
Met up with the other 5, and Gabriel, later. Luckily noone's late. :P Yes, It's indeed a chance, that he requested, specially for us. An expensive lesson, yet, a good one. Thanks to Gabriel, and i promise i shall make this lesson a remarkable reminder for myself. 2 more assignments-based weeks to go, and definitely i will manage my time well this time. hah, a sneak peek on the attendance list, i got 48. 2 marks cost me 200 bucks. haha, yet i would rather work on another 40 marks than getting an awful D for my CID. Work hard Zhiling!
:D
It's PINK wednesday,
i purposely bring along a super pink highlighter this time. [CS, SEE! XD]
haha.. 2 scoops of BR with 1 Scoop's price.
NICE!
a snap shot at the lobby. hah, i always love seeing myself through the curved reflection.
75% sliming effect. LOL!
How to Train Ur Dragon by 955. Honwai fetched me by 945, and we arrived by 1005 -.='''. missed quite alot.
awww...a really nice movie! love the characters and especially the storyline.
hah, the movie ended, everyone moved out as usual, 2 rows left.
We stayed, who else? LECTURERS & TUTORS! . Hah. [jin. hes there too! :P]
hah, artists' habits uh? watch movie till the very very end.
NICE!
Yamcha @ mingtien ss15.
i think i created lotsa surprise today.
1st, YES, I GOT OTP! 2nd, I SUGGEST to yamcha! 3rd, i scold *maDe*.
very odd meh?
It's 326, and im still blogging!
ah, nvm lah, since ive done my monster robot design!! wheeee~~
Gotcha?
ah, it's now april fool!
:P
when the hell shall i start my monsterrobot design? ==
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i wake up finding my eyes swell and my heart numb, again. Continued laying on my bed, I looked up at my starry ceiling.
No way!
i cant bear dragging by dreadful emotions again. Tears manage to wash everything off, fading unwanted words and thoughts, and i grow. Yes, i need to move, alot more fast, and certain. This will be the start, i know.
Pressing down the boiling switch of the kettle, i pour in milk and coffee. Headed to bathroom and take a hot soothing shower. Putting my black singlet on, i ve decided to make my new blue checked shirt the main character of the day. Butterfly belt, butterfly bracelet [awww], checked earring, and my lovely ribbon anklet. Same old routine, yet everything feels so different, today.
I put the photo frame back on my book rack, lovely-meal note back on my cupboard. I looked outside the window, and i remembered, when we make a deal to wave at each other on the way you are homed. I laughed. I walked through the guardhouse, flashing back those time when you temaned me home, I emo, u stopped and talked them through, with me. I walked through the garden, picturing we doing assignment. you appeared out of nowhere and tap my left shoulder on my right side. Hahh...memories, are everywhere. And they are still so real.
I realised, "letting go" will never be the correct words. How could i let go, when everything are so sincere, and so true?
Instead, i move on.
I won't avoid anymore, cause i still believe in the real kindness in the friendship.
I shall have faith with me, and face the memories. They are Part of my life, yet i believe, will never be the Past.
I will always be there, pacing up my life, catching up urs too.
You will see me grow, i promise.
Met up with the other 5, and Gabriel, later. Luckily noone's late. :P Yes, It's indeed a chance, that he requested, specially for us. An expensive lesson, yet, a good one. Thanks to Gabriel, and i promise i shall make this lesson a remarkable reminder for myself. 2 more assignments-based weeks to go, and definitely i will manage my time well this time. hah, a sneak peek on the attendance list, i got 48. 2 marks cost me 200 bucks. haha, yet i would rather work on another 40 marks than getting an awful D for my CID. Work hard Zhiling!
:D
It's PINK wednesday,
i purposely bring along a super pink highlighter this time. [CS, SEE! XD]
haha.. 2 scoops of BR with 1 Scoop's price.
NICE!
a snap shot at the lobby. hah, i always love seeing myself through the curved reflection.
75% sliming effect. LOL!
How to Train Ur Dragon by 955. Honwai fetched me by 945, and we arrived by 1005 -.='''. missed quite alot.
awww...a really nice movie! love the characters and especially the storyline.
hah, the movie ended, everyone moved out as usual, 2 rows left.
We stayed, who else? LECTURERS & TUTORS! . Hah. [jin. hes there too! :P]
hah, artists' habits uh? watch movie till the very very end.
NICE!
Yamcha @ mingtien ss15.
i think i created lotsa surprise today.
1st, YES, I GOT OTP! 2nd, I SUGGEST to yamcha! 3rd, i scold *maDe*.
very odd meh?
It's 326, and im still blogging!
ah, nvm lah, since ive done my monster robot design!! wheeee~~
Gotcha?
ah, it's now april fool!
:P
when the hell shall i start my monsterrobot design? ==
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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