September 20, 2009

Fabricsfeverisburningagainandmoneyisspentoutofnowhere...isittherightplacetoinvest?...
lotsahandmadecrafterhavestartedtheirfulltimecraftingcarrier...ifeelenvytobehonest...
tobecomeabrandowenerisrathertougherforunconfidentpeoplelikeme...whycantijusttrustmyself..
whyitendtorelysomuchonwhattheotherssaidbutnotwhat-I-say..
whathappenedonfridayisawfulandit'ssonotme!...opencritiquestartskillingtheinnerme...
ireallyneedtocopewithitoriwillstartburryingmyselfunderdeepestdepressagain....
someoneplspullmeoutofthejunkofnegativethoughtsandfeelings?!
iwishicancryitoutloudandstandingupofitagain..beingnegativeainthelpingatall...BUTHOW?
Haiz...isighedagain...

Forthosewhoeverbothertoreadintothejunkofwords,iwouldsayWOW,butsorryforbringinginbadfeelings...
dunworry...byspeakingitoutandcryingitloud...iwillbeabletostanduponceagain,verysoonipromise...
theburningartspiritisstillfullinme
L.O.L


forme,itstandsforLotsOfLove~