June 6, 2009

最幸福的是...

最终,她还是主动发了封简讯过来...
拨了电话过去,聊着聊着,又哭了...
哎,当事人反过来安慰自己,真没用!...
电话被盗,contacts全失,什么烂借口嘛...说穿了,自己是真的很不喜欢那种感受得到,却帮不上忙的感觉...

要来的终于都来了....嗯...她又复发了...
对啊, 凡事冥冥中都有安排.........还是觉得很沮丧,觉得很不忿.....
怎么那么不公平呢....

她说,上个礼拜是她最难熬的一个礼拜, 体温一度升高至44.5...whitebloodcells 低达 0.3,
吃药吃到怕,打针打到麻了...还出现幻觉,感觉到就快不行了...
喂,你怎么可以那样不讲义气?!...我又不在你身边,万一........ 那我怎么办.....
想到这,泪又不止了...


"哎哟,你不要一直酱啦...我说过我少少会活到八十岁的!我还是很坚持这个信念!"...


对啊,你可真的要说到做到!....你还要把你的日记出版,我要当你的封面设计师! ....
...
你很坚强, 那我当然要比你更坚强!...输给病人,我怎么有脸见人?!....



“你觉得你比我幸运一点点,我又觉得我比其他人幸运一点点,那每个人不就都会幸福咯~”
是的!
我亲爱的朋友们,

能健全的呼吸着,已经是最幸福的事了....





虽然我没办法在你最害怕最难过时抱着你哭,但
放心吧,我亲爱的老杨,
我会为你祈祷,为你做善事集福~
=D
你可要努力抗菌! 战胜那些该死的王八蛋~
我的心一直与你同在,
爱你...

8 lil' crowns:

Mark said...

zhiling. She promise to be strong for herself, so you must promise yourself be strong for yourself too! JIAYOU, you two will be the closest buddy from ever to ever, pray for you and her too...

"Breathing in air, breathing out care"

love ya

hy_maniac said...

she will back to home on this tuesday~don't worry!

CS said...

人,不能只活在希望中。
可是,人要是活在没有希望的世界当中,那将会是可悲的。
芷苓,always tell yourself to hope for the best and prepare for the worst - we've agreed on this, haven't we?

God bless.

Kaze said...

我相信她一定会好起来的!
她不是一个没有义气、懦弱、且撇下一切就走的的人!她一定要好还起来!!!

T___________T

我们这一班朋友一定会默默支持她的。早日战胜那些夭寿的XXX,坚强的活下去!希望一定会降临的!

撑下去!

Wong Juno said...

Jie,
We must appreciate our healty,
and the world is stil hopeful,
i think she able to fight up with her sick and recover soon de,
send my regrads to her...

zhi ling said...

mark~
癌症病人不会哭诉,只希望活得像平常人一样..
thanks bro, for reminding me this!
i will be strong, I WILL!
thanks..


huiyee~
thanks...i noe...


CS...
是的,我会的...
谢谢你...


Kaze~
一起为她加油吧!
=D


aHao~
she will be happy to see ur wishes.
....
di,thanks so much!

cindy said...

zhi ling...long time no see oh....good that i always can see yen kee progress from ur blog...really hope that she will recover forever....she is such a nice person and dont deserved it...

if u r back and wanna meet her, ask me lo...if i m in penang and gt time, i m very willing to come along, i know she need friends and loved one's warm regards and encouragement so much.....

and my phone number is 0124112662 if u had lost dy.....

we always support her....anyway we were classmates before...so we will be friends for every single moment...

Misse said...

告诉她,
要永远都很乐观!

保持好心情,
好的事情一定会围绕着自己!
她有我们的祝福,
她一定会好起来的!

加油!!