May 10, 2009

blame it on ME...

still, this is a lifeless noon...
im afraid of closing my eyes yesterday night, but, To open my eyes once again and realise that, THIS IS NOT A DREAM.... is way more scarier...
huh...
really hope that zhougong can bring me further away of the reality...
tears have dried off... but my heart is still aching dully beneath my chest...

losing something is NOT a big deal, but it just happened at a very WRONG TIME...
..................................... ... .. .
He lay quietly in my jeans pocket, while both of my hand busy caring my overloaded luggage. Not much attention on him. Sarcastically, my latest handmade poker HEART was swinging shiningly showing off herself to the public... without noticing that, her friend is in great danger...
and Here comes the evil snatch thief... She was being pulled away, with her hand holding HIM! ...
they are gone.....GONE! ....
........................... ....... .............
stepping tiredly into my room, releasing myself from those heavy burdens...
a big smile appeared on my face, huh, what a relief, mission accomplished!
...and my hand move involuntarily towards my pocket....
big smile gone, replaced by heavy heart beats... u can hardly imagine how panic im... "wheres my hp?!!!" ... my mouth cant stop muttering... eyes getting heavier, and im shaking inside....
"Caltex" pops into my mind.
They call it an emergency, so im allowed to use the company phone, but not more than 3 mins. Called my sis... this is when tsunami come and attack my soul...
........................................ ..... ...... ..

Case closed, it's gone...
blame it on me!
........................................................

*dry sobs*
within a month, i lost my msn contacts TWICE,
and now,
i lost all my hp contacts, all my remarkable saved msg! .....
im so damn SUEYYYY LARHHH!!...

no more camera phone,
no more wheeee-its-a-brand-new-semester

the holiday ends damn awfully...




哎,
只好安慰自己的说句,
塞翁失马,焉知非福啊?! ......


neway, thanks everyone!


5 lil' crowns:

Hui Hui said...

nawh nawh, cannot blame it on u.
yea losing the contacts is sad but it can be retrieved slowly, and you still have friends around u, they re not lost somewhere.
new sem, thought not a happy beginning, u can make it a happy ending =D
cheer up and u were there when im sad, I will also be here if u need someone. heehee

muahxx muahxx.
miss you. <3

Misse said...

let's believe on KARMA
he will get what he deserve

hy_maniac said...

i experienced before...
when i was in f5, the snatch thieves took away my pencil case...
with cash inside and some new highlighters...
and my favourite pencil case i bought in MID VALLEY.
i understand about your feeling...
don't think too much o~

zhi ling said...

@huihui~
thanks....
thats really soothing...
thanks dar!
miss u~

@jie~
hahaha...yea..
curse him curse him!
ishhh

@huiyee
owh...how nice of u!
the best way of consoling always comes with BEST UNDERSTANDING...
"i understand bout ur feeling"
it means alot to me...
thanks alot!
*big huggy~*

zhi ling said...

hahahah...
u are funny!
thanks~
=)