You are the man!

i cant bear this anymore!....im sick of seeing such a talented and passionate artist, being trapped in a life that he wont hope to go through, being beaten again and again, trying so hard but gain nothing in the end!.... NO! ....NO WAY.........he deserved alot more than this....

Kaze is always the one who work the hardest to change his destiny, who try and try to decide the correct path for himself. Strongly and so toughly, he is never being beaten easily by failure. Instead he tried harder everytime, just to prove everyone else, to grab the golden ticket towards his wonderful artistic life. You can hardly imagine how much he loves, and how much he sacrificed....

"im not involved, unlucky me. Anyway, im settled down and working hard for STPM, then going to Uni(in God's will), and i will put the education of designing at a later time.Regardless, along these future days, i'll still get some time to have a design spa, haha"

He is still laughing, isnt him?....
sorry....i just HATE myself.... hate myself for being the lucky one.... there are still much people out there, just like him, with their hope being grabbed by me.....may be that is fate...but, it sounds too cruel to me....

"No lar, fair enough. So you must study hard lor, cherish what the god gave you, coz not everyone is as lucky as you (like me, haiz). And i still NEVER GIVE UP DESIGNING, haha.. The hope is still in the future..."

i noe...i noe....
please, promise me that you will be joining me in future....you noe, u really deserve more than this... Im glad, to be the one.... and for now, i will do your part, and you must take them back soon!

"may be this is my fate. You are not just lucky, u have the potential and attitude, and you got the talent! thats why u succeed! so keep up you good work ya. I'll catch up later so u better be hardworking!...haha..."

Gosh....what a compliment...
thanks, but my heart still cant help aching...for such a lost,such a waste! U have made the promise, so you must take it very seriously! im always waiting for you to join me!...
am still sobbing, but, lets give our future a big smile! =)

YA, I MUST WORK HARDER!...
I can say that i put in as much effort to get the chance, and what a relieve, IM THE LUCKIEST,just because im now the one who is holding the ticket, who is allowed to strive for my own wonderful artistic life!..... However, Not everyone is as lucky as me....not every piece of effort is paid off....
I cant bear to see people losing the scholarship, just like how i cant bear to lose it one year ago.... thanks god...IM ON THE CORRECT PATH and now i will prove it to myself that i deserve it...

KAZE, believe me, you are born to be a great designer! Stay strong, and stay passionate. Keep working hard with you burning spirit! This is just one of the thousand barriers, trust urself and break 'em through.... you will be the most successful one!
cheer dude!
=)