January 6, 2009

imbalance

Talked a bit with vez and we reached the same agreement.
we are both outstation student. It may look pretty easy for the others.
But to us, it's indeed hard and challenging.

It's again not the issue of being mature, being used to it, or either being independent.
It's just the conflict, that we faced,
over and over again,
when we had ourselves adapted to the change in the new environment, successfully living on our own, used to the empty room and lonely air.
Then, it's time again to say bye bye and back to our warm and lovely hometown.
AGAIN, when we are used to the warm and lovely lifestyle.
It's time to back to the lonely room with the lonely air.

the life keeps pacing with the same rhythm.
again and again,
over and over again,
we have to fight against our own emotion and struggling through the bloody imbalance moment...
seriously, it takes time for us to adapt to one change.

not to sound emo,
but,
我,
蒋芷苓,
想家...

5 lil' crowns:

Anonymous said...

home is so far away in distance, but who want to face an empty room and the lonesome atmosphere everyday and night?...back to the warmest place and the warmest people and the warmest dinners, the most familiar bed the most familiar pillow the most familiar smell of home...
let the home sick become our strength to continue striving for our own future, zhiling, once we're done, we're home, home again.

zhi ling said...

TRUE...
but u noe what,
i tend to avoid the change all the times.
pretending like i dun care being homed.
pretending like,it's nothing to me...

and now i noe,
it's just a stupid excuse for my coward avoidance...


neway, thanks bro!
let's strive through with the strength. and yea, we will be homed. again.

E.T. said...

nevermind la.zhiling
previous two sem's rhythm was crotchets
this sem is a quaver
short a bit one la.Hope la..haha
come here gao gao zhan.hehe
go other place 1st.ciao~

Anonymous said...

hmmmmmmmmmm,indeed,homesickk...its very hard to shift back to subangjaya mood,damn....anyway,addoil together,hehe...gayao gayao gayao!

vez~

zhi ling said...

@blur bra~
aiyo...
come here to hao lian ur musical knowledge d larh?!!!
hehe..thanks neway
i miss u lo..

@vez~
yea,
gayao gayao gayao!!
chiong ahh!!