mystery within mysteries

finally im safe from drowning deep into the mysterious davinci codesss! *phewww* =P.... let me say this, WHAOOO! the book is truly awesome! DanBrown is tremendous! Angels and Demons impressed me enough and i never expect the following one will make me hold me breath straight away.

before reading further down, i say SORRY if the post sounds offensive to fellow christian~ feel free to ignore the post! =)

Im most impressed by the way he connects all history of arts, architectures and mathematics theories with the story. woshh... i wish i get to read all his books before stepping into TOA. All the boring pieces of artworks turned so lively and interestingly, at least it makes them remarkable enough to help me ALOT in my History of Art and Design classes. *am-tui-ing*... Besides,am being fascinated by one of the mathematical theory- PHI,the golden ratio!.~ most of stuffs in nature are surprisingly following the phi theory!..gosh...the Vitruvian Man by Leonardo da Vinci proves that PHI is included in the accurate human proportion. Amazing huh?

For sure, all the mysteries within mysteries successfully spin my head yet make me eager to nonstop reading down. Double thumbs up for all the CODESSS! fuyoh, they are all so cleverly built.....kill me straight away!~=)

Here goes the most sensitive part. The novel has provoked a popular interest in speculation concerning the Holy Grail legend and Magdalene's role in the history of Christianity. hmm, i dont think it's wise enough to write out the details, read the book or go here to know more~ =)

Dan Brown's book always urge me to know more and search for more. Have been viewing through some sites,wikipedia especially, explains everything in details. "Absolutely all of it." Dan Brown claims that 99% of the story is true, the background is all true! hmm... glad that it is not directly related to me.No worries, i will take it as only a mystery~

a Great book indeed! highly recommended~ =)


dear my beloved Emule, pls load the movie fasterrrr...
and
cant wait for the upcoming Angels and Demons which due for release on 15th May! wheeeee!!!
-eejin,let me use ur term- JOY TO THE WORLD! =)

what suits this more than WHEEEEE!~

wheeeeeeee~~~~
=)
the gathering among us comes sooner than expected!....
super thanks to darling Hui and Sb for organizing this. so sweet of u both!
*biggg huggy~*

it is a great day indeed!

-lazyzlmode-
let photos tell~ =P




shyangbin and i meet up by bout 1, here goes our budgeted lunch! whooo... McD memang helps~ ...
vez look younger and entao-er with his brand new hairstyle~ =)


darling perler and love letters for best mates~
*oops...* pls forgive me for this last min creation...=P

ISHHHHH for yeepin...super jealous with her DSLR! *sobsss*...i want it much!

SBs highly recommended honeycoffee and blueberry snowy~ slurppp!
darHui beats us all with her messy leftover on the table! but HEY, vez's seemed to be worse! =P...



the HIONGest part! very scary weih... 3Hps and 2 digital cams... fuyoh..!

we have lotsa fun fooling around~ Yeepin and i clique so fast [this is the 2nd time we meet] that made darling jealous... bleh, who ask u to dump us 1st!? But in fact we are fighting hard to win Hui's love. HEYY, SHE LOVES ME! =P Vez is the most hangfok one larh, for being surrounded by 3 gurls..whoo~
we have made a brilliant decision by choosing for longer conversation, than being stuck in the cinema. truly enjoyed the day much!

someone told me bout perler sold in Toysrus! and here it goes...omg...super expensive one! love the colours, but 800 beads with a peg board will have to cost me 12++... noway!
im the one who buy the most! but definitely not spend the most!=P~ .... wrappingpapersfever! got a nice one and a very elegant lace-like ribbon from Maggie T...clever me, earn a big nice plastic bag just for my wrapping paper.. haha... 3 pairs of nice earrings from Vince&co!... 1 for myself and 2 for sis. love them alot! wheeee~ oh, and 5 cutey flower buttons from S&J... handmade fever is still burning~~~ =)


we are affraid of the traffic jam on penang bridge. No choice but to leave by bout 5, dun get to join them to the beach... sobsss...i will miss u darling!

snap again on the ferry~... wheeeee... there are always nonstop heart-to-heart sharing between shyangbin and i~ the long que for ferry allows us to chat more, hah~ thanks for fetching me home and thanks again for everything! =) am going to miss u too~


best mates forever!

You are the man!

i cant bear this anymore!....im sick of seeing such a talented and passionate artist, being trapped in a life that he wont hope to go through, being beaten again and again, trying so hard but gain nothing in the end!.... NO! ....NO WAY.........he deserved alot more than this....

Kaze is always the one who work the hardest to change his destiny, who try and try to decide the correct path for himself. Strongly and so toughly, he is never being beaten easily by failure. Instead he tried harder everytime, just to prove everyone else, to grab the golden ticket towards his wonderful artistic life. You can hardly imagine how much he loves, and how much he sacrificed....

"im not involved, unlucky me. Anyway, im settled down and working hard for STPM, then going to Uni(in God's will), and i will put the education of designing at a later time.Regardless, along these future days, i'll still get some time to have a design spa, haha"

He is still laughing, isnt him?....
sorry....i just HATE myself.... hate myself for being the lucky one.... there are still much people out there, just like him, with their hope being grabbed by me.....may be that is fate...but, it sounds too cruel to me....

"No lar, fair enough. So you must study hard lor, cherish what the god gave you, coz not everyone is as lucky as you (like me, haiz). And i still NEVER GIVE UP DESIGNING, haha.. The hope is still in the future..."

i noe...i noe....
please, promise me that you will be joining me in future....you noe, u really deserve more than this... Im glad, to be the one.... and for now, i will do your part, and you must take them back soon!

"may be this is my fate. You are not just lucky, u have the potential and attitude, and you got the talent! thats why u succeed! so keep up you good work ya. I'll catch up later so u better be hardworking!...haha..."

Gosh....what a compliment...
thanks, but my heart still cant help aching...for such a lost,such a waste! U have made the promise, so you must take it very seriously! im always waiting for you to join me!...
am still sobbing, but, lets give our future a big smile! =)

YA, I MUST WORK HARDER!...
I can say that i put in as much effort to get the chance, and what a relieve, IM THE LUCKIEST,just because im now the one who is holding the ticket, who is allowed to strive for my own wonderful artistic life!..... However, Not everyone is as lucky as me....not every piece of effort is paid off....
I cant bear to see people losing the scholarship, just like how i cant bear to lose it one year ago.... thanks god...IM ON THE CORRECT PATH and now i will prove it to myself that i deserve it...

KAZE, believe me, you are born to be a great designer! Stay strong, and stay passionate. Keep working hard with you burning spirit! This is just one of the thousand barriers, trust urself and break 'em through.... you will be the most successful one!
cheer dude!
=)

我说

顿时想用华文，好！就用华文...

假期当中，生活写意...嗯，其实过的还蛮充实的。
怎么说？...至少，不至于生菇发霉，蜘蛛网还没绕满全身。
值得一提，
连自己妹妹都快考到车照但身为姐姐的我，连undang都还没上，丢脸丢到家，可以撞墙算了。 但，就因为没有交通，呆在家的时间多了，和家人相处的时间多了，自然体会到的也更多了。

妹妹早出晚归，在等待升学空档努力吸金, 哇噻，这富婆，请家人吃一餐当然不是问题。单凭这点，我就可是彻底的败给她了。想说，好希望快点领到第一份薪水，然后给家人买礼物...
弟弟嘛...哇，这王八蛋已经高我一个头，把我以往在家中最高成员的地位，狠狠的刷了下来。可恶！...这小子，打“多嗒”的时间依然和念书的时间成正比，但...可以看得出，他的确比以往来得努力...挺！
妈妈依旧喜欢碎碎念...从早念到晚， 但就是这习惯成自然的唠叨，使这个家有了灵魂。所以说，天下的妈妈都是一样的嘛~
爸爸挑担着养家重任，成天努力工作。不一样的是，爸爸出现在家里的时间多了，午饭时间多了一对餐具，而挂在他脸上笑容也多了。是的，整个家变得更完整了。
改装成工作室的主人房，现在变成了我日夜颠倒的安乐窝。早上有妈妈的大吼唠叨当闹钟，午餐晚餐随传随到， 晚间全家聚在同一间房间各有各娱乐。
啊，回家真好！





这几天努力的读完khawks的部落，还很乖的做了几页的记录。 学到了很多，感触很深，感动久久环绕心中。老师，真的很想你哦！

感情这门科，永远叫人难以消受。当局者迷；感情世界里的玩者，都是弱者。一段感情发展的不容易，要放下更难。爱上了，也习惯了有他在身边的一切，一时的失去，确实会让人抓狂，顿时不知所措。旁观者的观点，这样的他，确实不值得留恋。但感情就是没有对与错，没有值得不值得，更不由得自己理智客观分析。
是爱？是怀念？是有他在身边的习惯？还是想把他留在身边的执著？
无论如何，我只能说，姐，我会一直在你身边为你加油, im ur MELODY =)！



大家也要加油哦~


附，彭学斌的词曲真的很棒 =）

support her, always

im now in the OMG-the-very-big-BUTTERFLY-that-BROKE-INTO-my-house-just-now-really-scared-me-off-weih mood! phewww....luckily it sekzhou enough to get out of the living room... or else i think i won be stepping out of the room d... haha... =P

okay okay, back now, and it's blogging mood =)
lets welcome our main character for the day! *clapsss*

After few days back from kl, as a very weida sister, i need to travel back to kl once again. God bless, my sister is having a Star scholarship interview at Dasein college. wheee, big congrats for her~

wake up at 6, reached bus station by 8 and we starts our journey by 830. ish, the bus will never be punctual.

Same thing, books and mp3 accompanied me through. Zy has to be prepared in both physically and emotionally, so we dont really chat much, but we do snap photos.. hhaha..
aiks, nothing much i can do besides being 110% supportive and giving her some guide bout interview lo.
I can tell you, she has been so independent and hardworking! Her portfolio is soooooo nicely done and she looks calmer than i expect her to be~ woshh.. bet she must be well prepared. =)

eh...it looks like im having thick makeup on my face... -.='''

Boring journey ended by 130. I have checked through the lrt lines online and we suppose to head to the masjid jamek station nearby. Huh, the journey is expected to involve a lot of walking.
We are starving yet kind of rushing, so we have quick lunch at Mcd near lrt station. Mc value lunch is so worthy and filling! fattening though... =P
We should reach Dasein by 2. No time to waste. Take lrt straight forward to setiawangsa station.

Aiks, very clearly im being fooled by the stupid map. I expect Dasein is in walking distance from Setiawangsa station, so we decide to give it a try, though we are being warn to be "sangat jauh".... -.=''' okay, so im being proven to be wrong then.... it's bout 40 mins where we have to walk beside highway until we reach there by 245 later... sobs... feel so sorry towards my sister as we are all sweating...

Interview ended by bout 330 and it sounds fine~ I am really shocked when she describes bout the interview,all GREAT ANSWERS weih! wheee..big smile for my sis, and im so proud of her! We request to take a look at the college. hmmmph, im a TOA student, it's pretty normal for me to COMPARE.... obviously, Dasein is physically inferior. Neway, i cant judge the college merely based on its compounds and facilities. Fine art and illustration are under different major, hmmph, weird. Aiks, my sis prefers Dasein. Of coz, i will always support her decisions. Hopefully it will be the right choice for her~

Okay, done for stressful session! Lets have fun then~ wheee... Zy wants to go Sungei wang. So, lrt to dangwangi-monorail to bkt bintang. We are both tired yet we enjoy much doing shopping! Am in love with this knitted blouse <-...but its sleeve dun really suit me... *sigh to the fullest*... spotted another 70% discount blouse at Seed... but..it's too common lo... aiya... ended up, both of us rush back to pudu empty handed... sobs... hehe....it's 8 and our bus is at 930. very rush, rush and RUSHHHH!

walao...it's truly tiring after walking for entire day...Craving for rice, so we cehgong-ly have our 15 mins dinner at Pudu bus station. 5 bucks, not bad though~ hehe..bus depart by 930, and we sleep through the four-hour-long journey...

ahhh....very not comfortable sleeping under sweaty condition..ish... Finally we reach pg by 130am.... haha.... snap again beside highway, i always love EMPTY highway~=)

huh....
tired
exhausted
drained
weary

sleep time!



p/s, good luck in finals, guys! =)

bless 'em all!

it's always painful to see, to feel, to listen when i can do nothing afterall...


well, it's time to announce that,

AM BACK! hahh~
wahai jimuihengdai ku, feel free to date me out! =)

heres some belated update~

Within the week before heading home, i get to make some small presents for my friends. hope u guys like it larh...hehe...
hah, that's zhilings custom, no pressure no guilt please!
Still, it's the emotional imbalance that keeps me moody for days. aiks... expectation kills, and, it's always hard to say BYE BYE......
as ms have said, the word 'bye bye' is used only when people wont meet each other anymore. instead, 'SEE U LATER' will be more appropriate....
aiks... think positively isnt easy at all...
btw,thanks mark for temaning me, thanks ms for a cosy gathering, thanks qing and edmond for cheering me up, and special thanks to kanasaihonwai for my 'last lunch'...
thanks guys! i will miss u all, see ya one month later! =)

hmm, neway, things turned fine from the moment i step into my cosy home~
and here goes the first appointment! whee...
how ngam uh, it's our schools sports day~
special thanks to driver dear qinyi!
wuhoo.. favourite cendol and my so called "chemical bond"... it's satisfying! =)


SO?

it has been the forth day since im homed and Still, it's day-nite-terbalik routine, with my parents keep nagging, and im lazier than a pig~ =P
ishness, i have a long to-do-list, but i got no motivation at all .... sigh...cannot larh weih! i have to really make full use of this one-month-long semester break!! haha..
hmmph, it's kinda surprising to find this hand sewing machine in my moms drawer. WUHOO~ gotta get the needed spare parts, and GIVE IT A TRY! =) whee...
owh, what comes next, yea,knitting knitting KNITTING! must be interesting!~
okay, so we can conclude now, this holiday is going to be fun~ huh, only if i can make things work~ =P


and now,

to YOU,my dearest sister, be confident with urself, you have been working so hard. Thou the result doesnt turn up stunning, but we all see ur effort! it's just the beginning of ur journey, and ur hardworks will definitely lead u to a great ending. believe in urself, be proud of urself ,coz, im so proud of u!

to YOU, be strong, and be prettier without him. He deserves all the curses, and he will have to pay for what he had done to u. You have made all ur attempt to keep everything works, to save things from going worse thou it's all HIS FAULT! ... a big huggy to u... no pretend, and follow ur heart, and im there for u, always.

to YOU, what a relief, u have done ur treatment! ....im so sorry for not being with you during those painful moments, but still, im sooo happy for u... god bless, and u will have ur bright journey, START FROM HERE! =)....i miss u much,yenkee!

to YOU, work hard as usual and be satisfied. Do remember that it's okay when u had done ur best. Comparing kills! thumbs up, and u are always the best....=) big SMILE!

and
to ALL OF YOU,
thanks for supporting my blog, and my life...
i truly appreciate 'em all...
MUACKSS, and THANKS!



bless 'em all,
and
bless US all...


happy holiday~