a lesson

ehhh...
how come i got no feedback for delighting post.
see?! emo post is proven to 'deserve' more comments, isnt it?!
ahhhhhh, so here i tune back to my depressing mode..

Just received a msg from xiaoqing, Perspective class as usual on Monday. What the hell..... im depressed enough to bear nomore with any kind of stressful stuffs.
Perspective Thumbs and construction lines come all together,
fully done Indesign magazine to show on tuesday somemore....
Got no idea yet for figure final...
Silkscreen final submission next friday,
additional class practices during figure class to REDO ...
Where the hell is my Figure Sketch book?!!!!!!!!!!!!! i seriously have no more time to redo everything....... T____T

ahhhh ahhhhh ahhhhh ahhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh!!!
am driving mad...

















phew.....





The week started on quite smoothly and delightedly.

Someone s forgetful enough [i suppose] to break his promise to blog for me. So, am going to blog on this. *mark! i ll rmb u!*
Headed to Petaling street again to get myself some materials, for Visual com final project. Happy enough, im not alone this time~ A blur morning indeed, for mark, i mean. Metro 10 dun pass through Mentari, as we have planned earlier. So ended up, we meet up at petaling street instead. So nice of him, to have accompanied me through my random shopaholic mood. Got myself quite a number of stuffs. one more green note burnt in one shot! *slapppp* wee~ new fabric collection! =)
It's a really enjoyable morning, hanging around with dear brother, shared alot, talked alot, and hunted for snacks together ~ hmmm.... it has been months since we hang out together last time... in short. it's truly a soothing morning..

Well, that's all... for cheerful moments.

The week started on relaxingly and quite smoothly, but it ended bloody awfully..





hopefully i can let go my stressful burden later, during the midnight show...
sigh...


HAppy birthday celine,
and happy birthday Ciel~

sweet flash back

Was searching the topic for tutorial this morning.
Wonder how, the word FIDDLER pops up in the middle of the content....
it's sooo familiar...

sweet memorable notes flow through my mind, with the company of its delighting tempo and soothing rhythm, triggering my memory, and connecting my emotions all together.
FIDDLER ON THE ROOF...



they are the Champion quatret in The 6th Asia Pacific Harmonica Festival 2006 (Taiwan). hmm, from YU HUA high school. whaoo...they are awesome...

ahh, right, they are not the focus.hahah..=P

im just freaking missing those moments that the four of us used to spent so much together, 'struggling' through the bloody hard 10 pages of scores, numbing our lips over practising, again and again, trying to link everyone together and achieve harmony. It's so proud of us to try out this so-called-hardest-and-most-significant song before we graduate. ahhh... lots of hardship, but worth it!
ah le, i won forget ur incredible 16-notes-in-one-bar! u are great!

mingchia, uhhh....u are the best BASE ever!

and danzhou [too bad that u are not in this pic]~ thanks lots for making things work!

AHHHHH.....i miss u guys....
and i miss my CHORD!!!
T___T

aiks...too bad that harmonica is not well developed in Msia. Such a waste, since there are lots of talented players, but dun get the chance to perform. sigh to the max...



guys,
im so proud to be part of the ensemble!~
=)

am glad!

received msges from yen kee and yeongle. This is pretty unusual!~
Qin yi called purposely few days ago, just to make sure that im okay, besides telling me that yeongle approached her and asked bout my condition~ haha

ahhh....
realising that, my emo posts have actually created lots of anxiety.
=P
thanks guys! indeed, it's touching and heartwarming....
am trying hard not to use the word EMO anymore, since Yau described it as a word for a loser~ interesting...haha

hmm, this is a short semester. Therefore, things turn out to be pretty relaxing. [hmmph, i mean, under comparing~] Tensed, for sure, since it's just the start of my majoring. Lots to learn and lots more to explore. It's happy to say that, my Visual Comm east meet west design has FINALLY being APPROVED! haha...that's such a great great news for me! Much more to work on. Gayao ahhh!!!!

LAPTOP IS AN INCREDIBLE INVENTION! WHY?!
coz i dun need a light box anymore! =)
the method is actually being invented by our dearest Markor, and being 'inherited' by me~ hey, trust me, it's briliant!
aiks, am disappointed with the outcome of my perspective...

AM GLAD,
that i had finally cleared my thoughts, letting go the heavy burden, and im no longer bearing the problem alone. thanks...
AM GLAD,
that ....at least for now...i have been moving on, quite smoothly...
AM GLAD,
that, i ve got a GREAT HOUSEMATE!!!!!

Neo's such a friendly, independent, and highly self-disciplined girl! Shared lots with her lately and find myself start enjoying my times in this bloody house. =P
This is our first homecook dinner~ ahh...im sooo hangfok neh!!~
weeee, im no longer alone!

april, sheirly Neo and i~


I said, babe,
IM NOT LOST!

Moving on

Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear to fall
I said, babe, you're not lost


Was preparing to wake up, then i received a msg from XiaoQing, saying that today's Helena class has been postponed. yuhooo....great one! AM lazy, so continue sleeping through the morning, with my alarm keeps ringing and with my hand busy forwarding msges and replying msges to inform my group members, of coz, with my blur visions.

Days have been smoother, lately. As cs said, ...indeed, i have been moving forward. Finally, im not afraid to face the fact, and use the word, which i have been avoiding for times.

hmm....
i am completely moodless for assignments.

viewed through friend's updates... and got myself a kind of strange feeling...
Kok Hong had left for Melbourne.
Kent Tatt has his sweet life with his another half.
Hui is goin oversea soon...

everyone's moving on, with their OWN life...
and, different paths....

all the best guys!
sigh



it's time to move on with my figure~



Michael Buble__LOST

今天情人节

dot....dot.....dot.....
and....
dots........



10am, figure class as usual. Done 2 sessions of life sketching. aiks... my drawing speed is still damn damn slow and my life sketching is way awful. Ish! gotta buck up my skill...

B+ and a star for my previous figure sketching is my only valentine present. hmm.... delighting though, but it's still not cheerful enough to content my empty heart.

sigh....





Lots of surprises happened after class... felt happy for my friends, of course!...
but...wonder why, the hole inside my heart, start aching more dully...

realising that, im alone...

waiting for the others to join, i loiter blindly...
one hour turned up to be bloodily long,
today........

they are finally here. Got to noe 2 friends of HW- Janson and Chiaming. nice friends indeed!
Headed to Redbox. 3hours , sing everything out. hmmph... felt better, i suppose.
delicious couple set... hmmm...



classic,
got myself chocolate peppermint snow blended bubble tea at asian avenue.
am in love with it...


sorry bout the randomness...

grh...
am sick of pretending, and keep distracting myself...
i thought, it will be okay...but
everything just dont work out nicely.
ended up being overwhelmed by loneliness once i got home...
ish to the max!
i hate, i hate, i hate...

YOU! get out of my heart!
...



sorry...just let me be...


Cheer for WSO,
Cheer for the singles....

ahh...how come it sounds so fake to me...




我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麽勇敢
___梁文音。我不是你想象那么勇敢

rewind

it was 3, when i realized that, my stomach is terribly not feeling well....
rushed to toilet, and vomit everything out....
ewwww.....



the entire week has been horribly busy. CNY holiday drags every assignments late. Closing deadline makes everything turning up stressful and dreadful. ahhh...it's tiring...

Again, i have no time for blogging. So, SEKALI GUS, in another term, ONE SHOT explain everything.
-REWINDING-... ready? GO!


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Spent 2 nights to complete the visual comm assignment, hmm, still remember? the FREEDOM. ahhh, realized that being minimalistic is rather tougher! Lecturer's comment "not that it's not good enough, but it can be better!". hmmm, the artwork is obviously poor in transferring the messages behind. ahhh..... finally i got what it means by VISUAL COMMUNICATION! We are being given 2nd chance to refine our works. Sigh... 10 more hours to go, and it's the 3rd piece d..... T____T

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SILKSCREEN PRINTING is the most miracle stuff ever! We are being shown with silkscreen printing demo in visual com class last Wednesday. IT'S SOOOO COOLLLL.... Thinking that we will be given the chance to have a try, i've prepared a piece of design and got myself a plain t-shirt. Aiks, too bad that we haven get our own silk, and the time limit does not allow us to print our own stuffs. Lecturer had prepared 3 emulsion-coated screen, and so, another 2 designs are needed. Bangganye akuuu, i got the chance.

The original image is created on a transparent overlay.The overlay is placed over the emulsion-coated screen, and then exposed with an ultraviolet light source.The UV light passes through the clear areas and create a polymerization (hardening) of the emulsion.The screen is washed off thoroughly. The areas of emulsion that were not exposed to light dissolve and wash away, leaving a negative stencil of the image on the mesh.

Sighh... unluckily, the formula is not working well. 3 pieces of works ended up being thrown away into the dustbin. T____T wuhuuuu...too bad...


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It's another group assignment for visual comm. STOP MOTION ANIMATION... urgh... it's time consuming. However, glad that i have awesome teammates and therefore the entire progress turns up to be an enjoyable and interesting one.~








Stop motion is an animation technique to make a physically manipulated object appear to move on its own. The objects is moved by small amounts between individual photographed frames, creating the movement when the series of frames are played as continuous sequence.
Im truly thankful to my teammates. They are great they are great and they are greatttt!!! Our concept is based on 2d drawings. Story board is firstly being drawn and storyline is decided. then, xiao qing has to draw out all the main characters, with different posture. let me repeat this, EVERY SINGLE POSTURE, that involve any changes in movements. you can imagine how many efforts behind this!

Backgrounds and needed objects are then being drawn out and cut out. Ahh, another important person must be the photographer. Credit for Chris~ ooh, not to forget the sound effect PRO, victor... he's such a funny person!

uhh...it has been a long and tiring week....
lots of works to do..... but the result turns up satisfying~


finally we got everything done... ^^v~
will post the video up, ASAP.... it's great! =P
Qing, i noe that u dun like compliments, but let me say this, WOW! Not to mention about her godly efforts and works, she's such a great person, with lots of good manners and positive thinkings. uhhh... had fun sharing things with her. and it's great knowing her.



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yuhuuu... the suffering week has finally come to the end.
It was Saturday. The day started on horribly. guess what? ..yea...OVERSLEPT....ish... thanks ms for msging me... and i was 1 hour late for that class...ishhhhh...to make things worse, im being asked for the reason...arghh..damn sia sui!

However, it seemed to be a lucky day for me.

weee~ i got a B for my first piece of figure in Figure studies 3!
tried out new types of cross-hatch strokes and different approach~ however, it's not really suitable for smooth surface~ =P the baby looked abit old by the way~
enjoyed myself with favourite reference. yea, as Darren has said in his blog,
"It wasn't who could draw the best, who had the best stroke or who did the best composition, it was more like,
Where did you get that reference man?"
=) 100% agree!


for afternoon, i get to see a very talented artist and get his autograph for his book. ! I got the book last tuesday. im so happy that he is here today! for his 分享会~ OWhh...i just love his drawing style...!




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It's great helping people! another lucky case~ i get to help my urgently-pekchekly-need-help housemate to install 2 programmes.... whooa... the feeling is great when we finally get them installed, and seeing her happy relieved face with her problem solved...~ Owh, let's introduce my housemate~ they are NEO and SHEIRLY~ weee~~ they can be said to be the best housemate i ever had. At least there are communication among us~

was being dragged to the 'da tuan bai' beside pyramid, for free food~ =P had fun fooling around. get to know another lenglui~ APRIL.~




anddd... this is when my luck FLAUNT!
Gavin is singing up the stage..~ walaooo....so nice~... and im so proud to claim that, MY FRIEND is singing up there! goshhh...syok betui! =P ANDDDD there are more behind~

I called and headed to the back stage to find gavin after his performance. He's then introducing me with his friend... TO MY SURPRISE, he's WEE! the first runner-up in 2nd 绝对superstar! walao.. he's the favourite of my family! esp my mom and my sis... it's so proud that i got the chance to shake hand with him, talk to him and even take photo with him.... ahhhh... it's truly amazing... Gavin's gf joined us after sometimes... o.O walaoooo i m facing, tallking, surrounding by 3 celebs tonight! goshh... really unbelievable!!!!!

T__T i will dress up nicely if i knew that will happen...

Headed home alone by 1045...and it's fireworks right in front of my window, right under my eyes.... they are beautiful......



the day started on horribly, and it ends bloodily....

it was 3, when i realized that, my stomach is terribly not feeling well....
rushed to toilet, and vomit everything out....


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end of the story~
uhhh..the post is indeed long... thanks, if u are patient enough to read it through~
ahh, no doubt, u are my great friend! =)



p/s, thanks CS for calling! =)
pp/s, mark, 祝福你，要幸福哦！~